Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Why?

Why do I force myself to smile at work while crumbling at home? Isn't home where I should be smiling and enjoying and resting? Why do I keep doing the opposite things? Why do I have to 'cripple' myself this way? Why can't I just heck care and be a happy person like the rest? Why do I always try to 'torture' myself to death? Why am I always so dumb? Why do I always feel so helpless and useless? Why do I not know?

Ok, ok, I think it's really time to go to sleep.

3 Mar 2009 (9.35pm)

2 comments:

Me and My Two Precious said...

it breaks my heart to see u like that leh...dun be like tat lah...

Maomie said...

no need to break heart lah.