Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Management Managing
So much for the organised organisation. We are headed toward the 'want speed, no thorough thought' Mis-Organisation. Good luck.
31 Mar 09 (9.15pm)
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Cruise Booked!
3 pax for $1277 (at a supposedly reduced price for Citibank credit card holders). Still find it expensive for more than $400 for a weekend cruise, but....there are no better alternatives if we really wanna go on a short trip. Sets sail at 9pm on Friday and back to Singapore at 10am on Sunday. Well, that's the best we can do for the limited time we can afford for now.
Before we booked our trip, I brought hubby to the famous porridge stall at Chinatown.
Xiaohei - my previous correspondences with Town Council (TC)
Dear Sir/MadamI am a resident of XXX.I understand there had been complaints about the presence of a cat along ourcorridors and staff of the town council had on a few occasions came to check.The cat, fondly known as Chantek by residents who know and love her, has been the 'pet of the block' (at least to the longer-staying residents) from at least 7 to 8 years ago.If the town council has indeed acted on the complaints by some residents who donot like the presence of the cat, through no fault of hers, would you also kindly update us (residents who adore Chantek) what action has been takenagainst her?We want to set our mind at ease that she is not being harmed in any way.Much appreciated.
20 Dec 08 (TC to me):
Dear XXX,
Thank you for writing to the <TC>. Please be rest assured that your concerns have been forwarded to the respective department, and they will reply to you within 7 working days. We thank you for sharing your feedback with us. Have a great weekend ahead !
22 Dec 08 (me to TC):
Dear XXX,Many thanks for the reply. I will be waiting for the response to my earlier email. I wish to add on that my only request to you is to update us the whereabouts of Chantek so that we can visit her at our convenience. I certainly do not wanther to be put to slp unnecessarily (that is my only fear and concern).I had been feeling very stressed and unsettled since her disappearance lastFriday and seek your understanding that our attachment to the cat went back avery long way close to a decade ago. It will be a tragedy if her decision toventure up the block more than half a year ago has caused her harm in any way,because she cannot be tolerated.This festive season has been spoilt thoroughly but I certainly hope it can be more or less compensated by knowing that Chantek is fine and herwhereabouts...as the next best Christmas gift.It will be very disheartening if we live in a society where 'the people who hate get rewarded, while the people who love get punished'.I am eagerly waiting for some good news please.
22 Dec 08 (TC to me):
Dear XXX,
We thank you for your e-mail regarding chantek.
Please be assured that Chantek is not being put to sleep.
Could we have your contact number so that we could update you with regards to Chantek.
Kindly contact me at XXX or XXX if you have any further enquires.
Thank you and have a nice day.
22 Dec 08 (me to TC):
Dear XXX,Thanks a lot for the assurance. You may contact me at XXX.
23 Dec 08 (me to TC):
Dear XXX,Tried calling you but you were not available. Perhaps you can contact me at XXX when you are back.
29 Dec 08 (me to TC):
Dear XXX,Many thanks for sharing with me that Chantek has been released at Blk XXX. We have all been searching for her around that area a few times a day since Christmas eve but there has been no sign of her.There could be a number of reasons why she can't be found. We have asked a few people over there but they have not seen her.I am not sure under what circumstances was she released (was she frightened orterrorized by the other existing cats or ill, etc) that could lead her to disappear. We are very worried for her and also heartache and pain. We certainly do miss her a lot.I am writing to you again because I would not like to miss any sources to find her again. May I appeal for your kind help to contact me anytime if you do come to know ofher whereabouts (be it through residents complain there she is up in their block again, or whichever sources you happen to come across)?
30 Dec 08 (TC to me):
Dear XXX,
Thank you for your e-mail dated on 29th December 2008.
As spoken to you on 30 December 2008 , we will keep a lookout for Chantek whereabouts and keep you informed of the status.
Kindly contact me at XXX or XXX if you have any further enquires.
17 Jan 09 (me to TC):
Hi XXX, still trying to locate Chantek.Can I check with you if it was town council staff who had taken Chantek or was another 'agency' tasked to do the job? Were you present when she was taken and released at Blk XXX?Would be great if you can let me have some clues for me to continue to trace.
29 Mar 2009 (11.09am)
Friday, March 27, 2009
Thanks, Prof Tan!
Yesterday, while walking up to my office, I met an academic staff whom I have not met for a couple of months (partly because she was away on sabbatical leave to UK for a while). She asked how I was doing and other stuff. Told her very stress which she understood. Then she looked at me and said:"Cannot lah, you are too thin, need to eat more. Take this." She offered this curry puff she was holding on one hand. I told her I had biscuits in the office. She insisted and persisted that I take it. Felt it wasn't too polite to keep rejecting, and she really sounded serious and sincere. So I accepted it and took it up to office.
As usual, once into the dreaded door, I would start to be bog down till I miss my breakfast. By late morning, I was very hungry and hey presto, the curry puff appeared. I started eating it and I was so grateful for it.
Thanks a lot, Prof Tan for being so kind and approachable, as always. :) I hope I hadn't 'deprived' you of your breakfast yesterday.
27 Mar 2009 (11.19pm)
Cruise is going to be real soon
Anyway, I have decided to do the booking tomorrow! By hook or by crook. I will be a MAO if I don't get this done tomorrow!
A little not shiok it's just for the weekend, but well, that's the best I can do for now. Anyone wanna join?
Pssst, anyone wanna go HK for a short trip too? Thinking of bringing dad there leh. :)
27 Mar 2009 (11.06pm)
Turning Bad?
But then, I had wished for myself to become a bad person. Mmmm, am I along that path now?
27 Mar 2009 (10.51pm)
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Be happy?
Yah, I am very happy. My life makes me happy. My family makes me happy. My job makes me very happy. Everything around me makes me happy.
26 Mar 2009 (9.10pm)
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Mood on downward trend again
24 Mar 2009 (10.14pm)
Ok, ok, it's all my fault!
It's my fault for expecting auto attention
It's my fault for letting my faulty brain and wayward heart to do the thinking
It's my fault for sulking
It's my fault for delaying things
It's my fault for stressing up myself unnecessarily
It's my fault for saying unkind words
It's all my fault for (whatever I have forgotten to mention here)
It's all my fault, for whatever that happens at work and at home
It's all my fault. I accept it.
In summary, I am faulty. And disposable.
24 Mar 2009 (10.12pm)
Monday, March 23, 2009
A day of relaxation
I am on leave today. Decided to take a day off because some contractor is visiting our unit to do some routine checks on the pipe. Further reinforced by the thought that something is wrong with my laptop' LCD panel and have to send to for repair before warranty expires. Thirdly, I was dead tired and sick of work that I thought with all the above reasons, I better take a day off to take care of my well-being too, while doing those errands.
Couldn't help but snapped a couple (more than a couple indeed) of pictures to represent and remember the day. These were random shots and they might not be of the best positions or quality but I just wanted to snap away the moments of the relative relieve and relaxation compared to the usual hustle and bustle of the working days.
I really hope such days can happen at least 1 every 2 weeks (not so greedy as to wish for it to happen everyday, though I will embrace it if it ever happens).
The morning started at the same time as usual. Took the train with hubby to have breakfast with him. Holding that laptop in the carrying case was a big burden but who cares as long as I was in the happy no-working mood! Even the view looks sweeter than usual. How nice if....
Tried to be the first customer at Acer Service Centre, International Business Park at 8.45am (it's opening hour) but I was about the 10th when I reached at about 8.50am. My turn at about 9.35pm. Admitted my laptop and carried the case back.
Couldn't help but admire the scenery on my way to catch a bus to Jurong East Interchange. Ahhh....empty fields are great therapies. I was trying to catch a glimpse of the egrets (or 'crane' that I called) but they weren't there when I headed back.
Where I started walking from. Anyway, that building is Creative Technology. Acer is behind it.
Sunday, March 22, 2009
3-hour time-out
Had a few places in mind but couldn't really decide where to go or where to start, even while on the feeder bus to the MRT station. Finally decided to go to the library at Bras Basah, then to Chinatown to grab some Star Cruise brochures.
Library - headed to the finance section and chose a book on stock investment (original wanted to check out bookstores for one, but decided against it as it's a waste of $ and space and I may not like it. So a safe bet would be to borrow first.
Chinatown - went to Five Stars Travel and ASA at People's Park Centre and got the brochures. Well, the price is the same. Also got some snacks home - egg tarts, char siew soh, yam ball (from the once famous Toh Kee).
Home sweet home at about 3pm.
22 Mar 2009 (4.47pm)
Saturday, March 21, 2009
MM Lee describes Singapore’s future at NUSS lecture
SINGAPORE: In 25 years’ time, Singapore will be a country that reflects the state of the major powers and its Asian neighbours.
While the look and colour of its society might change, its major resource — talent — will remain a predominant issue, said Minister Mentor Lee Kuan Yew on Friday.
He was speaking to an audience of about 500 students, alumni and invited guests at a National University of Singapore Society (NUSS) lecture on the topic of "Singapore and Singaporeans — Quarter Century From Now".
The evening started with Mr Lee officially opening the Alumni Complex at the university — the largest graduate club in the country.
During the dialogue, he said Singapore’s future might have a different ethnic and demographic composition as many immigrants become new citizens and permanent residents.
But the main ethnic groups would still be the Chinese, Malays and Indians. The population would also be more educated.
Mr Lee said: "We are caught in a bind — we’ve got to decide this is our country, our society and we must remain the majority. Yes, we will take immigrants; yes, we will take talented people, but we must be the majority.
"Otherwise, they will change us if they are the majority. So I think 25 years from now, Singapore will be more cosmopolitan because we’ve got many people from China, India, Malaysia and from the region. We have European children doing National Service."
The minister mentor also painted "optimistic and pessimistic scenarios" of where the world and ASEAN would be. But he said the more likely outcome would be "somewhere in between".
On top of that, Mr Lee spoke about where Singapore’s economy could go from here.
"I cannot tell you what’s going to happen. I can say the optimistic scenario is in two or three years, we’re out of this (crisis). At the worst, four, five or six years. As the IMF said, Hong Kong, Singapore and Taiwan are going to be hit. Why? Because we are export dependent.
"I’ve got economists saying you’ve got to change your system. Wall Street Journal has said, ’Oh, this won’t work, consume yourself’. Four million people to consume and keep an industry that supplies the world with top—end goods — it’s rubbish," he said.
On the political front, when asked what would happen to the country if there was a major shift of power, Mr Lee said he was not concerned as to which political party was in charge.
He said: "If you get capable people forming the next government, people who know what they have to do to make Singapore work, then I’m not worried. I’m not worried whether it’s PAP or SDP or whatever government.
"But I am worried about the quality of people who get into power. Integrity (is) crucial, (and) ability, experience and a willingness to do what is necessary for the people, and not for yourself."
— CNA/so/ls
Rainbow during rain?
Look! The different shades of colours in the sky were very very beautiful too. And in fact, the sky on my left and my right were of different colours and the pics below were the dividing point. Nice hor?
What makes one climb up the ladder?
Muah Chee sharpening his teeth
21 Mar 2009 (8.18pm)
Friday, March 20, 2009
Cruise Cruise Where are you?
God bless my weak soul!
20 Mar 2009 (9.08pm)
When can I have my break?
In any case, I am really tired.
I wonder why I don't feel as excited about being on leave as before. Though it seems great I can skip work that day and do whatever that is planned, I can't help but worrying about what will happen that day and how many emails (and action items) will my inbox receive that I have to clear when I get back. Even taking a day of leave does not spare me from such worries. I have a problem, I think.
Win lor, work also stress, taking leave also stress. How?
20 Mar 2009 (9.05pm)
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Waste of time!
Come on, 3 hours (and that's just for this afternoon) of my time! I could have done other more important and urgent things. I even have to stop doing the tasks my boss wants me to do, just for this stupid shit clearing. It's really sickening!
If this is not going to be settled, I promise I will flare!
*&^*#%&*_)^*&(*^@!!!!!!!!!
19 Mar 2009 (9.27pm)
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Lunch with my Profs
We had served on their committee and are passing the baton to two of my new colleagues. So they had suggested on an appreciation lunch. We had a nice buffet lunch at Orchard Hotel. It was really nice to be able to talk to them over on a casual basis. In fact they are very nice people. I am not saying that because of the lunch, but my encounter with them over the past years. Very understanding folks.
Thankful to be able to know there are still very nice and normal beings in the world of academics in the medical fraternity.
Thanks Prof Bay and Prof Sim. And thanks Steph for the support. :)
18 Mar 2009 (9.00pm)
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
The "Passing the shit" game at work
Someone dumps you a load of shit, expects you to clean it, and worse still, wants you to clear it FAST! You will be the point of focus if you can't rush to clean the shit. You will be the focus of condemnation if you can't clean it in time. You will be sentenced to death if you can't settle it by deadline.
But remember.....it's shit in the first place. I can't use my hand. I need a fine needle to slowly 'thread my way' to see if I can dig out some 'gold'. If I can, congrats to you. If I can't, I can't! You can kill me.
And I really wonder why people must throw the shits to me to clear. Just because they are worried about dirtying their hands? And I have to be the scapegoat to be hanged if the shit spills, or the 'terracotta warriors' to be buried with Emperor Qin?
17 Mar 2009 (9.43pm)
"What Career is Most Suitable for Your Personality?"
An Artist!
The description says: Your love for the arts and your outstanding creativity obviously states that your future career is a musician, artist, writer, actor or in other words a world-famous star! Everyone, nationally and internationally, will enjoy your artistic abilities and also pay millions of dollars for it. Not only is this an amazing career, but its also tons of fun!!
My god...I strongly believe this is really true. But I had not pursued in that area. I guess all this while I have been following the wrong thing. Can I still make it? Can I still craft out something for whatever that is remaining of my life?
Hubby!! See? I really wasn't spouting rubbish when I told you I am a 'handy' person and one of my interests is photography! Trust me, I am not saying to try to escape from my current predicament!
17 Mar 2009 (9.11pm)
Monday, March 16, 2009
Is our destiny cast in stone?
If they are about good things, fine and good. But what if the outcome is not what you have expected, or worse, absolutely bad? Are we going to dwell on it and let it affect our lives?
What if you are told that you are going to be down on your luck and whatever money you earn, you will lose? Are you going to stop earning? Or are you going to find better ways to save? Or are you going to keep worrying and be despondent about it without doing something (cos you think since it's your destiny, nothing you do will help)?
Year after year, I have been told that I shouldn't go into investment. But should I let that stop me from doing it? If my life destiny says I can only get money from my main job, then I might as well die, because I know jolly well I can't continue to survive just on that all my life (provided government don't charge me bills, don't tax me, don't need me to continue to pay for house, pay for insurance, pay for TV license, property tax, etc). I call those our fixed costs (or expenses). That means, even if you starve yourself, those fixed costs are sure to suck you dry, anyway.
But, if I were to take the advice seriously, then am I not casting out all the opportunities?
It's quite sickening. The best is....don't need to know the 'supposed' life destiny. Can it really tell me my life in just a piece of paper? What about all the 'what-ifs' questions? Most importantly, even if it is really accurate, can I really change anything? If not, why cause myself more pain than life already is?
Can't I just follow my heart and my brain (if mine still works)?
16 Mar 2009 (8.56pm)
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Ice Cream Indulgence
Had a merri-mint and I loved the choc fudge very very much! Hubby's sticky chewy is my all-time favourite, but I decided to go for mint today.
Enjoyed my ice-cream tremendously. I hope I will continue with this lightened mood after today. Sunday's always a curse.
14 Mar 2009 (8.38pm)
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Life as a cat
It is very nice watching them as I visualise myself being one of them, and able to rest and relax and laze around under the sun, especially when my journey to the office is a tough one, every morning.
What would life be if I were to be a cat?
Sometimes I wish I can become a cat. But let me qualify that it would only be good if I can be a 'good life' cat, ie a cat that is well-loved, well-taken care of, and well-pampered by the surrounding people.
I can do whatever I want to, go wherever and I wish, be playful whenever I feel like it, sleep whatever amount I want to, play cutie to whoever I like. Isn't that nice....?
An alternative would be birds - can fly high, have great view. But birds don't have as much interaction with humans (on the other hand, may be good). They have lots of space to fly. The danger is when you are the target of the bird-hunters!
I still wish I can be a cat.
And to end it off - where is my Chantek Xiaohei? I miss her so very much still.
11 Mar 2009 (9.22pm)
Monday, March 9, 2009
Tired Tired
Second, whole lot of people coming for this and that.
Third, attending a briefing after lunch.
Fourth, got a request for info (Urgent!)
Fifth, went for a meeting that stretches from 4 to 7pm.
Amongst other luan qi ba zao things. Kill me, kill me!
That's only the first day. I am trying to be positive. But I can be sure it won't last.
9 Mar 2009 (9.44pm)
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Men's Partners
I think -
For single men, many are passionately co-habitating with their beloved partners, but it's really common....
For married men, though they stay with their spouses, they boldly bring along their beloved partners to the same house and treat them like their legally married first wives....
Who are they? ....TV and Computers!
8 Mar 2009 (8.57pm)
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Showing Love and Concerns
Some people express their feelings opening - like hugging, patting, direct words
Some are more subtle. They do things for you without stating openly their intentions. But a sensitive recipient will know the kind intention.
I am not referring to just the love and concerns in the context of a boy-girl relationship, but in the wider context, eg family, friends, relatives, etc....
Be more observant and sensitive, and you will probably know. :)
7 Mar 2009 (10.58pm)
Cuties at NYDC @ Bugis Junction
Bluey (is he Cookie Monster?): What the hell? We've been sitting here for ages and no one's serving us anything? Not even the menu!
Elmo: I am waiting for the baby chair...how am I suppose to eat this way? And...why are people snapping pics of us without asking for permission?
Donkey Eeyore: So what if you have a baby chair? I've got 3 but...there is no place for my food. And there's a silly girl taking pic of my pathetic state.
7 Mar 2009 (10.15pm)
Lunch at Sakae
Hubby's Ebi Handroll and my Salmon Skin Handroll. We shared the chawanmushi, the normal one. Haven't got the desire to try to other flavours.
The Tempura Ramen came in a huge, huge, and heavy bowl. Got a scare. But then, it was only half-filled. Phew. See the next photo.
Friday, March 6, 2009
Mum's Anniversary
I hope you are happy wherever you are now. :) Love you always.
6 Mar 2009 (11.06pm)
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Meeting a knight
4 Mar 2009 (8.31pm)
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Why?
Ok, ok, I think it's really time to go to sleep.
3 Mar 2009 (9.35pm)
I cried on the train today
I returned home alive tonight again.
Am I breaking up and down? I am but I don't know whether it is necessary. I can't control it anyway.
3 Mar 2009 (9.12pm)
Monday, March 2, 2009
Last wisdom tooth is causing problem
Sigh, where do I find the time to go remove?
But I better think about it seriously cos I can start feeling the tooth hurting and the gum also. When I bite something, I feel the pain too. I don't want to cause unnecessary damage to the good tooth and the my gum!!!
2 Mar 2009 (9.36pm)
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Ways to vent your frustrations and stress
I feel like screaming but there are no places for me to shout.
I try to share it but I get it thrown back into my face.
I cry but I can't do it too openly.
I look depress but I am mistaken to be angry with people.
I lose temper but I am told to restraint.
I look tired and I am told to go to sleep.
I try to get into the rain but am being told off.
Must I always still be so considerate to people when I am about to die from my problems?
Humans are damn contradictory.
Sometimes they tell you not to keep things to yourself cos it's unhealthy. But when you blare your heart, you get criticised. In the end, you only have to keep becoming a clown to make people around you happy.
What the heck!
1 Mar 2009 (9.29pm)
Hidden Message
1 Mar 2009 (9.04pm)
Somebody Jumped
Sigh.....
1 Mar 2009 (9.02pm)
歌之旅的歌
在这个温柔的夜里有你有风有星
1 Mar 2009 (3.20pm)