Really can't find her

Xiaohei is still not found. Really don't know what to do next. I still feel so sore and sad. Fantasizing she will appear suddenly.

One of the mornings, I dreamt that I found Xiaohei just at the next block. I was so happy that I quickly called dad to tell him. Surprisingly, hubby also told me he dreamt that he and dad went looking for Xiaohei with dad driving the 'golf-cart' (dunno the exact name but the vehicle that people drives at golf course), but couldn't find. What a coincidence, on the same morning.

Will I ever see her again?

18 Jan 2009 (8.05pm)