Sunday, October 16, 2016

A question finally asked....by Ah Gal

All this time, she doesnt seem to be keen with babies when you brought her to baby showers, etc.

A friend askef if she has ever asked for a didi or meimei, I said no and in my heart, thinking she would not ask. She hasnt indicated any interest.

But surprising for the first time yesterday, while waiting for her gym class to start and both of us were playing, she suddenly blurted "When will I have a meimei?"

My heart sank a little. It's going to haunt me.

Saturday, October 15, 2016

My bedtime nonsense with little gal

Why are there lightning and (then) thunder? My bedtime nonsense with little gal again.

Last night both of us lied down to sleep with the still heavy thundery showers. As we spoke, the lightning became intense and was much more obvious in the totally dark room.

I blurted:"Who is trying to turn on the lights?" Little gal looked at me. Feeling I had to continue with that conversation, I said:"Oh, I know! 雷公 (thundergod) was trying turn on the lights. And when he cannot manage to turn them on, he becomes angry and said 'GOOOOOONG'!

Little gal chuckled nonstop.

For the next 10 minutes, and as I shut my eyes to sleep , I kept hearing the noise beside me asking "who is trying to turn on the lights" and chuckled, each time the lightning cracked.

Thursday, September 29, 2016

两年

两年。
这两年走的路好幸苦。
发生了小事和大事。
发生了该发生和不该发生的事。
发生了能避免和不能避免的事。
发生了私事,公事,琐事,无聊事所照成的人事转变。
这两年从嘴里喃喃自语的三字经和四字经次数都会让自己不敢相信。
这两年的情绪起伏也让自己质问活着是活受罪吗?
这两年就一直为别人,烦死自己。
这两年也让我有了个终生遗憾。
这两年让我重新衡量许多人和事。
这两年,我终于长大了,变“老”了。
这两年。。。就这么过了。
两年。最难过的两年。也忘不了的两年。